Things I’ve Lost on this Trip
1 - most sentimental irreplacable camera and lens
2 - a love interest
3 - my new ed hardy handkerchief
4 - my new hat
5 - my debit card
1 - most sentimental irreplacable camera and lens
2 - a love interest
3 - my new ed hardy handkerchief
4 - my new hat
5 - my debit card
i got a ticket! i waited and someone booked a shoot that will pay me and get me to NC to shoot. so ima do that, and then ill have a ride to philly from a lovely lady. its done its good im so happy. now im workin on my plans, shoots, beer, party, lovely lovely life experience.
got my hat, handkerchiefe, shades, and new white belt to replace the old white belt (not shown) and im ready to get out and be scene. i can build my style from here on out but this is my survival kit.
I have to stop this. Obsession. Shooting girls.
if i like girls so much, why dont i marry them?
if i like girls so much, why dont i touch them?
maybe i like the way they look
and maybe i need to focus everything on the image.
thats what i thought
but maybe. i just need to live. and carry a camera.
and NOT sit alone ever. and not be sober much. and not let my money be taken from me.
maybe i need to be diligent, and productive, and work hard.
seems the mentality of productivity is that of slavery. i must avoid this presumption and live freely, and stay flexible and mobile.
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next stop philly. i need some kind of ticket to get there. i dont want to fly, and i dont really wanna take a bus or a train. i want to drive, or ride, and have fun. and take pictures. with girls.
smiling, and laughing not caring about hiding